Read an article about impostor syndrome being super common in tech. It said even senior engineers doubt themselves sometimes. Your cookie is probably in the oven, just needs more time.

Not to rain on your parade, but a meadow is just a field with flowers, lol. Those are all over the place if you go hiking enough. Pushing through messy paths sounds like a lot of work for something you can see elsewhere. Old maps might show old trails, but most cool spots are already found by now. Sometimes people make a big deal out of normal stuff just because it felt like a find. Still, glad you liked it, but it's not that deep, lmao.